BUDDY HOOKED

Please hide I’d please. I never thought it would come to me asking for this so please hide me am jus a lost woman
Tell me where I went wrong

At 29 moved to a new town in canada in 2015 running from a controlling g mother and and an ass of a baby daddy. I moved and bossed up big job own place and nice up to max. My mind body and soul was at one and I was happy. Having finally broken free And not bitter I thank god for the lessons learnt and was ready for life. I had it all planned out to move like a boss to make over 100k Canadian a year in 3 years. Then I met this boy he was different to me we hung young out and talk and he was refreshing with his Hope’s and dreams. I broke a rule I had by sleeping with him. But he handled it so well after as to not me make me feel ashamed for my mistake I gave me a chance. I didnt let him in all the way but I let him in . Long story short he impressed.me by making me a cake for my birthday but I blew him off to celebrate with friends at a friends restaurant. After he handled that I felt bad and decided to give up partying and give it a real try. Man. One day after I randomly visited his apartment which I rarely do. I saw his living condition and had to leave because I wanted to cry for him and I did. It was bad dirty dishes places just disheveled. I invited him to come live with me cause I can make him a home and he says he wants to.make.me happy so our interest merged and we nt from there. See. He was a jamaican on a work program he was years younger than me looking back. He claim life in jamaica hard and he had to choose between school and the money his parent and him could spare so school lost. He was no dunce and is very artistic that paints and draw. Things i cant do. He composed how he was used by girlfriends and friends. I felt awful for him and thought that as difficult my past was j hadnt had to make those choices …..sorry I had to explain. To get to the point. So I took him in rent free for a year him only paying phone Bill’s. Food and clothes and etc… on me. He was to save for his paperwork tk stay as I wasnt fool enough to sponsor and we stood proud we didnt have to for him to stay. We married 7 months later in love. Welp. 2 years now. From day one him move him him accuse me of being too nice for no cost or expectations. He accused me of sleeping with our friend he used to live with in those squalid conditions husband. He accuse me of any and every man that work at any store or come in my path. Coworkers were not immune. He then after 1 1/2 ears he contribute 30 % to the house hold but letting me never forget it. 4 years now a screaming at him to manage is bank account cause hes spending mine and mad he has to spend any of his and never let me forget it. He bout to have our car repossessed even me and his parents had to chip in to help but after 4 years of this am angry as he. I dont know where his.money goes he after argument after arguments am done he is jus like my ex in a more handsome package and a different game. Hes the poor me boy and my ex the airline alpha male. Same worthlessness both. Am looking at place to jus leave because he lies about everything financially. I honestly dont think other woman but what I dont know I dont know . Is he foolish and worthless or am i the fool. He claims he has this higher rasta mentality but stagnant as hell cant decide whether to go school in 4 years. Btw he unemployed on ei Unhappy as hell I need to loose this fool