Pinky HMID… I’m writing to u with pain in my heart and tears in my eyes. I’ve been in a relationship for 3 years. And I’m finally free. I’ve suffered greatly with abuse, mentally, physically and emotionally iv been broken and damaged so bad. Nobody knew I was suffering and today it was a big deal wen I fought my last battle. Funny thing is wen everyone found out I was blamed for allowing all that to happen to me. My so called friends called me a yam head. So much has happened to me since the year has started first I lost my job and I couldnt afford to live at my home anymore so I had to leave to go stay with him. I tried looking for work sending resumes going on walk in interviews scheduling interviews ntn has come my way. I wanted to leave so bad but the fear of not having somewhere of my own plus I have a 5 year old daughter and not having any income of my own made it so hard. Today I had to make a decision continue to let my daughter see me suffer or jus trust God and walk
Away and knw that he will make away. I knw most of u reading this will have a lot a negative things to say but trust me u won’t understand wat someone has been through till u experience it yourself. I’m hurt right now and I jus wanted to tlk about how I feel with someone anyone to try and feel better..
Oh and I have a broken finger and ive been stabbed in my side with a wrench and i have a few more scratches…i also have a bloodshot in my right eye and my eye is black and blue…a lamp has been throw across my head.. I jus feel like I wanna die …u ever been hurt to a point where u dnt wanna exist anymore.. I gotta go on
Glad to hear that you’re free hun. Keep pushing.
You was strong to walk away from that relationship god will give you the strength to go on. Your daughter need you right now. Stay strong baby girl this too shall pass