I seriously have bad luck with women, I am a woman as well, but no matter how many friendships I come across they never last! Women always hate me because of Men, My Devil May Care Attitude, The way I carry myself like a lady, etc etc .. I’ve tried minimizing my real life friend list and narrowed down to about 3 people I probably considered my real friend; but still didn’t trust 2/3. I always seem to attract Crazy people no matter what, I was once told that I “carry people” never quite understood that statement. I’ve never in my life stole from a friend, whether it be man or money, I never disrespect my friends or chat my friends. I’m very level-minded. I’m more of a peacemaker than a fighter honestly .. Not saying I don’t have my days where I get angry but I would never harm anybody, but somehow most of my friends no matter how much I have done for them or have their back whenever they get upset they always want to get physical with me .. And not just that most of them are into me as well! All the physical altercations I’ve had in my life was with a female who I was sexually involved with (not a butch a girly girl) it’s not a relationship, but I guess something to do when theres nothing to do. They however are always more into me than I am into them and I tend to not care much about their personal feelings intimately and that created several issues because of my nonchalance. They always have a problem with the men I date, always giving me ultimatums between my relationship and their friendship, I always choose the man though. I don’t know if I come off selfish and it builds up hatred inside these people or if it’s plain ol envy. I’ve had women befriended me and tried to get my man to hate me under sikes.
I have a “friend” who gets mad every time we go out and I get in the car she makes silly remarks as such, “why you always have to dress like that” “you always dressing up” “you don’t have regular clothes” “you have to wear makeup?” Mind u I barely do a full face of makeup always something light (I don’t contour or beat my face). My so called friends have stolen things from me, material things of course , money etc. I’ve had a friend told me she was jealous of me because of the way my mother treated me and she couldn’t understand why her mum couldn’t treat her that way she said she felt intimidated by me and have been jealous of me since childhood later on she made advances on me and whenever my bf would f**k up she would make advances on me, kiss my back rub me down and eat my p**!. Whenever I’d try to leave her she would always try to fight me which she has twice ! I did end that friendship because I found that very creepy. I don’t know what the problem is I’m starting to think I am the problem, metters what do you think?