Hello Pinky Gm, even though this is a fake page HMID please… I have been wanting to share my story for some time now it’s a very long story but I will try to make it as short as possible. I’ve been this this guy for 8 years love this man to death enuh, the relationship wasn’t perfect but we were trying. This man had two kids at the time but In the early start of our relationship he cheated on me and got another girl pregnant so now he has 3 kids and all 3 are different baby mothers 🤦🏽♀️ He use to constantly cheat on me behind my back and I kept finding out and because I love him I still stayed with him. At one point it seemed as if he stopped cheating and it was just us, he always tells me that he loves me etc a lot of times I tried to leave the relationship but to how him mouth sweet him always get me back. The relationship was toxic to begin with but it started to get verrrryyyy toxic when I migrated. He came to visit me a few times and each time he came to visit something
happens. The first time he came we got into an argument and he ended up cheating on me with his last baby mom, the second time he came we got into another argument I went to spend the night at my girlfriend’s house to cool off but he went out with his friends to a party and met another girl. I forgot to mention that the first time he came to visit me he ended up giving me herpes and he doesn’t even know who he got it from (possibly the last baby mom)… when I found out I cried for months on top of months. Anyways I still stayed with him. Back to the current situation now the girl he met at the party he told me he doesn’t want her etc he was only trying to use her for a green card. When I tried to cut him off he would call me from different numbers and each time I would block the numbers he started to show up at my house and told me he loves me and can’t do without me he was even fake crying through all of it. I believed him and took him back again. Anyways he still kept talking to
To the girl he met at the party. She started flying back and forth to visit him etc… he never told her about him having herpes. Anyways fast forward him start getting very disrespectful my feelings started to get hurt very badly. I ended up telling the girl about the herpes situation and he told her that I am the one who gave it to him ( bare in mind he was the only one I was having sex with for years so I am sure he gave it to me) The girl still stayed with him they are practically together right now but he kept calling me tryna tell me how he still loves me etc but I know he doesn’t love me at least not anymore. He used me until he found someone else to move on with while I am here all alone feeling betrayed, used, abused all because I put all my eggs in one basket. God showed me signs over and over that this man wasn’t the one for me but because of love I was a fool for him 😓 I had two miscarriages for this man because of how he used to stress me out. Am trying to move on and
Heal but all I can think about is how he used me , gave me an Std for life , abused me and now left me for someone else. I am so hurt and angry but I can only be angry at myself for not leaving at the first red flag. This man has been trying to get back with me but I know for sure this time I can’t take him back my ego won’t let me. I am ashamed , humiliated I can’t even find the words to describe how I feel. I have been crying for the last 5 months now, I have a lot of sleepless nights and nightmares about the whole situation. I am at the point where I need to seek a therapist. I know a lot of people will bash me because this is my fault I should’ve left longtime ago but love will make u do stupid things. Please I need some help/advice.