SENDER SAYS PROVISONS SHOULD BE MADE FOR POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION

Pinky I know you have more better things to post.. things are more relevance however I felt the urge to speak the topic postmortem depression because its real I recently gave birth at the Spanish Town Hospital where the experience itself was traumatizing and this was not my first child so it shouldn’t be .. after hours of labor the Hospital did not have any water so I could take a shower after 10 hours of laying in slime blood and urine on a plastic bed after entering the bathroom at the hospital the parts of the Face basin was laying on the floor in broken pieces the bathroom seems as if it hasn’t been cleaned in probably a month or so when I finally got some water to take a shower I had to take two cheers to the bathroom one to put the babies peel on and the other was to stand on because of the condition the bathroom was in ….after coming home thinking that the worst was past pregnancy was over and labour was safe it was just the beginning of the worries that was yet to come I’m not getting any sleep I have to be up every 2 to 3 hours and if was a case where she went back to sleep 1 hour of breast feed i would be so grateful my nipples are extremely sore it pains so much whenever I am trying to breast-feed and it would take her another hour which she would scream for about 30 minutes out of the hour Im exhausted ..I’ve heard stories off mothers that cause some form of harm to their babies are cause harm to themselves after giving birth and I will always pas little remarks saying that after hours of labor I would never do anything to my child but experiencing postmortem depression myself it’s nothing easy to deal with the baby cries 24 seven you hardly get any time to take a shower yourself I have another little one at home that I have to be taken care of also..he’s always making a mess I’m not sleeping Neither am I eating I’m having delusions seeing persons that are not there Ive been having a headache for about a week now that’s not going anywhere one of my feet swollen weeks after giving birth my boobs are swollen and rock hard they’re always running so I always smell like breastmilk It’s not a case that I don’t have help I do have help from my child’s father when he comes home during the night and I don’t have to be worrying about where I’m going to get pampers or wipes or feed so imagine a mother that went through what I went through during the labor that went through what I went through after giving birth that came home with no income the fathers of the child refuse to help not knowing where she’s going to get pampers from not knowing how she’s going to find her next meal get wipes from not being able to produce enough milk to a crying baby that’s always crying I’m depressed at a point where yesterday I had a mental breakdown yesterday I felt like I would put a pillow over the babies head and press it all the way down until she stops crying I had to stop and pray to God I have a friend her name is Franchell she has been such an extraordinary help if it wasn’t for her I think I would’ve probably committed suicide by now she would talk me through whatever I’m feeling and offered to watch the baby so I could get some rest bear in mind she has two kids of her own so for her to be going the extra mile for me deeply appreciated and ask so I want you to just I want to say my heart goes out to everyone that recently gave birth and I hope you keep praying and not falling to postpartum depression and try to talk about it because keep it in will only make things worse it’s not easy being a mom So my message to The members of Parliament the time you were trying to make DNA legal I would suggest for you to have counseling available-for mothers recently gave her to avoid them for a need to postmortem depression